As we grow older, losing friends becomes inevitable because we are people after all and that is what we do. We lose each other.
Before
I think I am greater
than the sum of my parts
but I am not sure what that entails.
There is nothing like a quiet
afternoon in the Fall
but you already know the details.
Orange is your colour
and I remember telling you that
in one of my protracted emails.
Now
You abandoned all pretense
at politeness and told me
to take you out of my second-rate art.
I erased a few dozen words,
emptied out the sent items folder
and that seemed like only a start.
There is a hole where the world
used to make sense before
but now everything has fallen apart.
©Aaysid
Photo by Maizal Najmi from Pexels
pretense is a tiring façade, and it’s hard to save face on the fantasy bits and bytes of a computer whose dots make pictures of friendships that never actually existed in the flesh unless orange is more than a burnt out leaf that has fallen into a winter where the mistletoe that clings to a leafless tree has no customers below it.
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That is true. Virtual friendships are even more complicated.
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As the years pass, you may not stay in touch so frequently but it has been my experience that true bonds do last. Even if you don’t speak to each other every day, when you do speak, you feel as if there had been no break in contact at all. This has been my experience so far. I’m still in touch with my entire school gang and college gang too
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That’s great, Shweta! 👍 It’s good to have people in your life you feel connected to, and with those you can always pick up where you’d left off. 😊
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Oh yes, definitely 😊
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Woww..! This si heart touching and wonderful piece dear Aaysid..!
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Thank you so much, Filarance. 😊❤
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You are very welcome..!
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Indeed, things do fall apart, bodies break down, and, yet, there is a reassemblage too. Love this poem, dear Aaysid.❤️
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Wow, well said, Jeff. Thank you. 😊
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You’re welcome, Aaysid. Always. 😊
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